I've been preoccupied. I'm avoiding a difficult situation i.e. not wanting to deal with the fact that someone is dying slowly. I went to see her this morning and was shocked. She looked pale and could hardly talk.
So I'm keeping myself busy, finding all sorts if things to do, sometimes becoming a bit obsessed.
I'm not angry, or sad (yet). I just don't want to deal with it.
I hope that you die in a decent pair of shoes You got a lot more walking to do where you're going to.
I know what you mean about Sunday nights. It is quiet and you have more time to think and stew about your worries and in your case, Archway, Tragedies. To ease myself during those times i listen to music. Frapp is the best option. Put your favourite Frapp album on. It will not put things right. But it will do you some good. Do whatever else that helps you. Once again, My best wishes to you.
Still feeling the same out walking alot more now but the weather for next week is rain, so it's looking like i'm going to get a little wet, but it's a lot better than staying in & going up the wall....
was o.k untill saw the setlist for tonights gig that really hurts :(( my most wanted to hear live songs/tracks all there, just going to have to cope & hope they play them next spring [-O< in the mean time glad all who went had a great time.....
Feel way low. Eldest really kicked off AGAIN last night. I do not know where she will end up tbh. Of course it caused me way loads of trouble. Just cannot rid myself of trouble. Whether its the Mrs, The kids or anything due to my parents being split up. Really wish i had another option in my life. Every 2/3 weeks major trouble. Anyway stuff them all, Football is on later.
As though i could not give a damn about anything/one other than myself at the moment. That is how it will stay until people act normally and troublefree towards me. So with that said i feel fine.
I feel fucking great , off work until Nov 11th , got a ticket to see Goldfrapp at Ham` Odeon , going to have drinkiepoos , Battlefield 4 is next week , Gravity, Meatballs and Thor are out soon , my birthday and I just slept in until midday . Woot .
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