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  • Vote Up0Vote Down bananabanana
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    Boy I do wish I could work with images like you do. I did a look at your profile and you can change your images a lot and other things.
    mahogany= my agony
    'the wind...the wind'


  • Vote Up0Vote Down bananabanana
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    Holiday blues I have.
    Post edited by banana at 2013-11-26 04:41:33
    mahogany= my agony
    'the wind...the wind'


  • Vote Up0Vote Down iuventusiuventus
    Posts: 5,377
    Oh, maybe I was thinking of someone else.
    If I were dead, could I do this?
  • Vote Up0Vote Down JeronimoooJeronimooo
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    "wrong banana", iuv? ;)
  • Vote Up0Vote Down bananabanana
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    And have not heard ToS yet so a little mad here. People do crazy things when they'll in pain.
    Post edited by banana at 2013-11-26 04:44:36
    mahogany= my agony
    'the wind...the wind'


  • Vote Up0Vote Down bananabanana
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    Jeronimooo said:

    "wrong banana", iuv? ;)




    #-o That was banana off my meds. Forgot to take.
    Post edited by banana at 2013-11-26 05:00:41
    mahogany= my agony
    'the wind...the wind'


  • Vote Up0Vote Down PonygurlPonygurl
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    Welcome back mon Chiquita... :-* Happy Thanksgiving! XO ( a day early..as I'll be a busy bee tomorrow )
    Post edited by Ponygurl at 2013-11-27 15:09:43
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  • Vote Up0Vote Down bananabanana
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    Ponygurl said:

    Welcome back mon Chiquita... :-* Happy Thanksgiving! XO ( a day early..as I'll be a busy bee tomorrow )






    Hey girl! I got in! Happy DAY indeed, we so gotta meet at Whole Foods someday for a sip.
    Post edited by banana at 2013-11-28 11:53:42
    mahogany= my agony
    'the wind...the wind'


  • Vote Up0Vote Down bananabanana
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    http://i1154.photobucket.com/albums/p525/qte4/100_16601_zps524bd1a1.jpg



    http://i1154.photobucket.com/albums/p525/qte4/100_16631_zps8e77df92.jpg

    My surgery scar on my lower lumbar back when I fell.
    mahogany= my agony
    'the wind...the wind'


  • Vote Up0Vote Down PonygurlPonygurl
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    Oh boy... #-o . Did you have a laminectomy banana?
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  • Vote Up0Vote Down bananabanana
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    I had removal of spinal lamina, partial removal of bone with release of spinal cord, spinal nerves of 1 interspace in lower spine. The L-4 and L-5 spinal bones needed the work. I'll have back pain the rest of my life. That is why my moods go up and down.
    mahogany= my agony
    'the wind...the wind'


  • Vote Up0Vote Down PonygurlPonygurl
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    Do you have sciatica?
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  • Vote Up0Vote Down bananabanana
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    ^But I did have that though and I had to suck up to the doctors for a MRI. When they went in they fixed that part of the nervous system. So no I don't have sciatica, I have severe neuropathy running down my legs and my feet and in my hands.

    I remember crying and wishing and wanting to die because I thought I don't want to live my life in pain everyday.

    Plus, I lost my love in my life, I'm in a very bad state of mind right now. And because I'm disabled and poor I think about suicide everyday. I'm cannot handle being all alone.
    mahogany= my agony
    'the wind...the wind'


  • Vote Up0Vote Down PonygurlPonygurl
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    Hmmm, so you need pain management. I'm not sure what your case involves, but there are implantable "pain pumps" available. They can be a bit invasive and require upkeep though. Remember, you have options banana.

    Mon Chiquita, pain is a part of being alive. Physical pain, emotional pain...no one can escape these. I know you're dealing with both right now, but life also (thankgod) runs in cycles. There is a return of love, there is healing of the body. You aren't alone, you are human. Not only that, you have us whacky bunch on here.

    I don't why, but I'm thinking of "It's a Wonderful Life" right now. It just wouldn't be the same without you. XO
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  • Vote Up0Vote Down PonygurlPonygurl
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    http://youtu.be/frXklECPkD0
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